keep faith.

"Even when your hope is gone,

Even when you’re barely holding on,

If there’s anything that I’m sure of

I know that we were made for love.

So if you start to break,

Keep faith,

Keep faith.

When the days drag on

And you’re barely breathing,

Searching for a light...

...Keep faith

Keep faith."

- Matt Wertz

1 year. 18 days.

I do not even know what that means. I do not even know if I want to know what it means. There has been struggle. And surrender. And doubts. And more doubts. And even less clarity. I am exhausted with this journey. It hurts my heart.